Long, Strange Trip

Just a quick update. I really have no time anymore... I made the mistake of praying for help with my laziness. Now I have a 75 hour a week job running a kitchen again. It's very different this time around. I'm not hungover or overwhelmingly stressed all the time. I can almost wrap my brain around this job.

There are many things at this job and at the halfway house that I'm still living at that would have caused me great stress and anger in the past - reasons to drink. But I'm learning now to approach life from a whole new angle: responsibly and maturely? Holy crap! What madness is he speaking? Whatever. I'm still completely fucked up in the head and hardcore immature - but that will improve over time as I learn the strange craft of "growing up" without booze.

Anyways. That's what it is for now.